Dear All, this is Ashtar speaking.
Sometimes we see people just trying to be happy in their daily
life. They just keep their focus on their work, their families,
their loved ones, and try to live happily in balance in this live.
There is nothing wrong with this attitude. Except, and yes you
could feel this one coming, when the way you live needs to provide
you with balance and satisfaction. If you are living your balance
at the inside in your outer world, it is complete fine with me,
you are master of your world and you live balance. If you seek
the balance at the outside world, you make the mistake lots of
people are making. Happiness, satisfaction, living happily ever
after, is a fruit of your inner world. You sow at your inside,
you harvest at your inside and outside.
If you have to answer one question, your answer will be: I am
myself. I only have to be myself. And what are you? Look at the
inside and surprise yourself with the ever changing answers to
this question. You are God into expression, you are God into experience.
You are God into manifestation. And what you consider to be God,
you express, you experience and you manifest. And your answer
to your question: Who Am I? Who Am I as GOD determines what you
do. And while seeking your answer, experiencing your answer, you
go on with the attraction to be yourself, to experience yourself
to the circle of going back to the source. When you ultimate know
you are God, you are the Source, you are them, and you are one,
then the journey ends and your questions has been answered.
So ask questions about how you are. Give yourself the joy of manifestation.
Be curious, be humorous, take yourself lighthearted. This is what
is the matter with the world, they take the play seriously. And
this way the world is serious, deadly stuff, you know. And to
be honest, I don?t know. For me the world is lighthearted, with
joy, pleasure, a joke, a distorting mirror, humorous, happy and
so on.
Don?t you get bored with the smooth face you have to wear in Sunday
church of being deadly serious about well loved sins. You would
only sin to feel the pleasure of living, when you are a member
of any church. Better quit having churches and religions. And
if you have a religion, just have the one of the heart. Your heart
is an ever loving well of light inside you. If you have this as
your guide in your religion, in your belief system, everything
turns out to be as good as it can be.
If you ever have the chance to help someone who has walked the
path of a self ending death, do so. This person needs to have
a turn in life purpose. If the life purpose becomes death, death
this person faces in every detail in life. You can retrace your
steps when you are this person. Most of them do. But just think
about how you will give yourself the pleasure of living, the pleasure
of being of sparkling energy back to yourself. This is the problem
all people are facing when they have walked the path. Your life
systems in your world are made so that no one can retrace this
path. Its is made so every one walks this path, knowing or unknowing.
Every one will lose his life purpose, the pleasure in life, to
be a rat in a treadmill of working for a living.
So what can you give to this person who has walked the path of
a self ending death. (When you do act your plan of murder yourself,
you commit suicide). First a hug, they won?t stand alone anymore.
Second go and search with them for their dreams, their hopes.
Without hope they are lost. Know that the hope they will grab
life with, is a straw to hold on to in life?s turbulences. The
foundation has to be stronger then only hope.
So they hope for a tiny place in a corner of life, without being
in sight of big problems. In this tiny corner, they try to live
a happy life, where they seek balance and joy in their outer world,
for inside they have already died. Just to give life to them at
the inside, and life is love, and love is light, and rain to wash
away the sorrow of not being accepted, or felt accepted by the
world. Lots of people who have walked the path of a self ending
death, are very sensitive, full of life purpose of changing the
world for a better one for all. They need to be their selves.
In time they will find out that a tiny corner won?t help them.
That nobody will love them in that tiny corner. So what to do
next?
Retrace your step as a child. What made you smile? What gave you
sparkling eyes full of joy and wonder? Ask yourself, ask your
family. To live a vivid life again, full of purpose? I would die
for that one. When you reincarnate you do.
Give yourself permission to fly. No matter what flying means to
you. You can spread your wings and become yourself. Just learn
to trust your wings, your Self.
To retrace your steps, you can unlock yourself in different manners.
And you should do. Un(c)lock yourself and feel free to experience
joy. To feel guilty when you feel joy and others in the world
don?t isn?t necessary. It is rather ridiculous. Why should you
stop and feel unhappy, when you do a better job when you feel
joyous and when you share your joy?
Unlock yourself and say to yourself that you are free to accept
gifts from the world and yourself. You are allowed to feel love,
to feel free, to feel humorous, to feel happy, to feel secure
about yourself, to feel anything at all, as long as you wish for.
When you feel you will go from one stage to the other, feeling
helps you to experience yourself, but only feeling won?t satisfy
you.
When you feel again, you will feel the sadness of your being,
the very reason to walk this path of a self ending death. Until
you find this reason, and healed the reason, you are still on
this path. This reason is rather difficult to find, and needs
a lot of courage to see, lots of experiencing of pain. It also
needs a lot of healing. If I look at the world, I see a lot of
people who stopped at this path, and don?t know how to step aside
of this path. If you shut off ways of expressing, being, to walk
this path, you have to find the keys you carefully threw away,
and you made perfectly sure that it is very hard to find them.
Ask help from your higher self. You won?t get far without help
at your inside, with the overview of a loving being to help you
to become yourself and this higher being at the same time.
This is your guide towards the path to living. You can walk the
path of self death at your own. But you never get off alone. Stepping
aside, turning your steps, retracing your inner happiness as child
can only be obtained, when you devote yourself to living. You
have devoted yourself to death. So only when you devote yourself
with the same intensity to living, you go back to the country
of the living. Then the tiny corner is not what you are seeking
in life. The tiny corner is just a way of existing, without being
able to live.
There are lots of techniques available to get into contact with
your higher self. A few channelings ago (don?t mind my words,
its a few channelings ago), I made you a beautiful meditation
about going within to the inner garden of your being. Do this
meditation every day. Ask your higher self to visit you every
time you are there. Make sure you give your higher self a hug,
and be hugged in return. Then go to your temple and sit on a couch
with your higher self. While sitting, talking and listening to
each other, you can talk a lot of pain, a lot of healing, a lot
of learning. While talking and learning from your higher self,
you are able to re-find who you are, what your joy?s are and what
you came to do in this world.
With this richness in your inner world, your daily living will
improve. I know, it will take time, but the time it takes is worth
a million. How long did you walk on the path of the self ending
death? How long do you stand on this path without a direction
to take, only with the pain of not knowing how to retrace your
steps? So the solution has to be ready in one day, one channeling?
The solution is ready in one channeling, see for yourself, but
to live the solution is something different. It will take some
years. Luckily many of you have many years that would have been
spilled idle without this task. When you come back in the land
of living, you have time to find your life purpose and fulfill
it. So better hurry, there are wonderful things to explored at
the inside of your being.
With your inner self been taken care of as the garden of Eden,
the higher self as the wisdom guide to retrace your steps, the
love of your heart as your source of warmth in your daily life,
you have all the tools you need to retrace your steps to the land
of living.
With determination, love, guidance, the happy coincidences going
your way, growth, healing of pain, making space at your inside,
you will experience the richness of being. When you have this
connection, this satisfaction of being alive, you won?t try to
kill yourself anymore. While being the 3 A?s, you are alive, awake,
aware and kicking your ass of the side road, you are going towards
life, and no one (including yourself) is able to stop you. And
certainly you won?t mind that you dare not stop yourself. Who
won?t dare to be himself?
Next time when you take one single tiny weeny step on the road
of the self ending death, it doesn?t matter if this is physically,
mentally, emotionally, better think, the road back is very long.
The road back you walk, when it is in this life or not, you have
to walk back, because there is where you belong. You can?t stay
away. There is the life you like to live. In this life, or the
other, it doesn?t matter.
I can?t resist the remark that every addiction or habit that is
bad for your body, is made by society to lure you into the road
of the self ending death. Maybe I am patronizing you. Maybe this
is a mirror image you don?t like to see. Everything you do that
harms your body, is a step on this road. Love yourself includes
your body as your neighbor. This sentence stands tall after all
these messages and ages. Don?t talk this walk, just walk your
talk.
Have a good time with pondering this message.
With love,
Ashtar.
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This is Ashtar speaking, again.
Hello all, it doesn?t matter if you walk the path of the self
ending death if you incline to kill your body or when you incline
to kill your inner self (so you won?t feel the pain anymore, you
don?t live a life which is opposite to the society, you just fit
nicely in the expectations, and you do what is expected, the trouble
is you never can make it to fit all the expectations, they change,
ironically, this will be your problem, and this will keep you
alive at the inside). Nicely, you always have signs that remind
you that this path isn?t for you (for no body and no being). You
are a living creature, as the rest is. This way you walk the path
of living. And you can?t wander far away (only in your point of
view it is possible) for live sustains your point of view that
you don?t have a worthwhile life. Life sustains you, no matter
what. So when you indulge yourself in the path of self ending
death, you, the god inside you, sustains you with this path. You
see as you like to see, you have experiences as you like them,
fitting in your point of view. You are God expressing, god into
manifestation, god into creation. No matter what you like to create.
You create every instant of a moment.
Good love,
Ashtar.
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