Let?s talk about being tired or tiredness.
This is Ashtar speaking.
Being tired, is impossible. God isn?t tired. And you should know
about this already. You in the form can feel tired. There are
two sides at this story of feeling tired.
When you feel tired, you are sure that you don?t feel the flow
of life, the flow of love within you. So you should take some
moments alone to be connected again. If your mind is overstretched,
which is a sort of a kind of feeling of tiredness, this is, very
specifically, the occasion.
The other side is that when you have worked a lot, made a big
effort with your body, you need to refresh the body because your
body feels a bit over-used. You have used your body too much.
This feels like being tired. In that occasion it is wise to reconnect
with spirit while you let your body rest for its effort to regenerate
its capabilities. This is just a matter of charging a battery.
To charge the battery, you can do the meditation/eating of the
sun I have described already in a previous message. Getting some
sleep while you are off to adventures in other realms is a good
idea too. And any meditation to strengthen your energy level,
your connection with the source will do.
When you look at the heart of the feeling alone, you see again
that the connection with all there is, is the problem. If you
restore this connection, you don?t have to ask the other humans
for a confirmation that you are been seen, that you are worthwhile.
If you are connected with the source, you know. The Source, the
Creator dearly loves you, and while connected you feel this love.
If you feel alone, just check your connection.
Jealous? Do you think that you are unworthy because some being
might not choose you, or choose not for you? This choosing has
nothing to do with who you are (GOD), maybe only with that you
don?t remember it. And if you remember it, maybe the flow of choosing
will be with the flow of life, or not. You have to leave every
being with his own flow, respect this flow, and flow with pleasure
with yours. Things change, that is the way of creation. Don?t
play it hard on the creation to stay the way it is, you can?t
own creation, you can?t own the pleasure of sharing with some
being. Just accept the flow of life and float on this flow. If
you are connected with the inner you, the inner GOD, you feel
the time of flowing, changing, and you won?t regret the changes
for the good of all concerned. Yes, in the beginning it may not
look that way, but if you easily adjust yourself to the flow,
you will see the advantages of flowing, changing, loving and respecting.
Envy? Oh dear, if one part of God has something, another part
has it to, because all are one. If you feel envy you limited yourself
to your body, and you belief you are your body. Better think again
and start to make efforts on feeling your connection again.
Disrespectful behaving? In the eyes of whom? If some beings like
to cherish each others company, the values of society may think
this is disrespectful for others. It might be very disrespectful
to these beings to address expressing the joy of being together
as not being respectful for the society. It is very disrespectful
to limit the expressions of being GOD, and feeling the joy of
being together is a very good expression of being GOD together.
So walking with your bare feet on the street is very respectful
for mother earth, at last a being who wants to feel her face with
his feet on the ground. To hug, kiss, cherish each others company
in public: it is very respectful to exchange your feelings of
joy, appreciation of being together. It isn?t respectful when
you limit this.
Fear? You know where there is fear, there is no love. This is
very clear. So what to do when you face fear? You can walk around
and restore your connection with the source, but that won?t change
your attitude towards the "thing" which causes the fear. Do you
love the being/thing which causes you the fear? Do you love the
spider, are you able to see it as a part of GOD, as a part of
you? You might think about what it will cost you when you have
fear, the fear of losing a thing, the fear of losing love, the
fear of experiencing things you don?t like to experience.
The funny thing with fear is, what you fear to experience, you
will experience. This is the only way to grow through this limit
belief, that you aren?t strong enough to experience this feared,
dreadful thing or experience.
If you are able to see the fear straight into the eyes, see it
at all sides, see it happening in your life, and say, so what?
I am still an expression of being GOD. What is worse then loosing
this awareness? This isn?t that hard when it happens. And yes
it will be hard to see the flow and love of God in this experience,
but everything that happens, has a reason, has a reason to be
created into existence. So what is GOD telling me to see, to learn,
to appreciate him being this way?
If it really happens it will be a though lesson of learning to
love the creation of being an expression of GOD and the others
are it too.
If it really happens, it is a fear. It can happen, if you feed
the idea into creation. So look at it, get the energy flow out
of it, and just love yourself, love your fear and love yourself
for the limited belief that fear is worse than loving GOD.
Stay with your connection, and in time when you trust upon it,
you feel guided through it, you are able to see God in everywhere
you see, then fear won?t be part of your life anymore. What a
relief to stop wasting energy on this part of the duality game.
Next feeling, please? Oh, you are getting the idea that it is
al about limited beliefs and just a sign for restoring the connection
with the inner self, the inner you, The INNER GOD. Right you are.
Now we come into balancing of feelings.
What if you feel joy, so very much, that you just feel joy and
nothing more. And you want to stay in this joy forever. Good feeling,
but it is limiting yourself too. If you feel only joy, you limit
yourself not to feel the other expressions of being GOD. So you
have to know where you have to stop and make space to go with
the flow of things to another expression of being, of feeling
GOD. This is the way of balancing energies, balancing expressions
of being GOD.
With time you are a master in balancing, and then you can balance
more and more and more of different kinds of feelings, expressions
of being GOD, and your scope of the balance can have much more
weight than before.
So what can be too much now, can be in time, good to handle, just
of your mastery of balancing. This balancing point is the zero-point
inside you.
The experience of being GOD is overwhelming if you are not used
to it. GOD is used to it, his balance is perfect (while being
GOD this isn?t difficult). With the balance, the flow from and
into existence is guaranteed. It is the point of in between the
inbreath and the outbreath of creation. And you know you have
this point also in your being, even your body has this point.
You can easily feel this point, and you easily can get to know
it better. Just meditate on it, see what kind of knowledge, experience
you can pour out of this.
These are the feelings of being GOD. You can have also feelings
of joy of being human, in form.
Maybe you like to feel the joy of having a sexual experience with
another being. This can be only a bodily feeling of joy and relief
and an expression of hormones. In that occasion you don?t respect
yourself as being GOD, you limit yourself in being a body. And
you don?t respect your partner, if this is your only focuspoint,
in the physical deed of becoming one body. You neglect the whole
scope of becoming one in energy, in exchanging energy, in expressing
the pure act of creating new life, feeling one with creation,
feeling one with your partner.
But now, you do respect this feeling, you cherish the deed, you
cherish your partner. And you like to feel it over and over again,
because of the joy it brings, the fulfillment you feel. In your
creation where you are living, it is a very good device to do,
to feel, to experience, but don?t limit yourself to it.
Satisfaction of the joy of creation, the joy of feeling one, the
joy of an orgasm, which is a very basic part of creation, the
satisfaction of fusion, the orgasm of fusing an ovary and a seed
isn?t limited to a sexual experience of a blending of two bodies
together, or creating new life together. That would be a limit
on creation, a limit on everything.
When sex is a good reminder of the joy of being one, the joy of
creation, it is just a limited expression of it. This expression
is very worthwhile to sustain a very special relationship with.
The feeling of connection, the feeling of being one, the feeling
of orgasm isn?t limited to this experience.
In a relationship you learn how to be one, how to remember the
joy of being one, the rules of creating a living together, to
create together a love, to sustain it, to cherish it. To undo
yourself from limiting beliefs, fears, and other ego matters.
A special relationship is very handy, when it comes into being
close and the ease where you can see together where you both still
need to undo thoughts about limitation. It is the very best playground,
mirroring place of who you really are and what you like to express.
In time you will learn that sex is just an aspect of it. Being
close, being one, isn?t limited to sex. Orgasm isn?t limited to
sex. Don?t limit yourself to a form of expression.
The creative energy to be felt in a very good love relationship,
isn?t limited. It is the very basis of creation. (Editor: see
the Matrix Revolutions were God speaks to the Oracle as to his
wife: "you were playing a dangerous game this time", my dear,
I would add.) The joy which comes in a good love relationship,
the satisfaction, the orgasm, is also not limited to having this
relation or having a good sexual experience with one and other.
It is just a reminder, and you still need that reminder.
The same feelings, the same orgasm, the same being one you can
have with the whole creation. Not by making love in body form,
but by making love, feeling love, expressing love, being love
with the whole creation. The very act of creation is an expression
of sexual energy if you look at that this way.
Sex in body from can?t ever give satisfaction enough to fill your
Soul. The orgasm of creation, being one with creation will do,
nothing less. Making love in body form is enjoyable to repeat
several times, it is only a reminder of the orgasm your Soul will
feel, the oneness your Soul will feel, when coming back to the
Source, when at work at creation as being GOD.
And because the coming together is part of the creation, just
like any hologram experience, the rules and part of the whole
creation are part of this experience. So you have a lot to discover
in having a good sexual relation with one person. Only if you
limit yourself to one person, you have the possibility to go to
the depth of the experience, the depth of the expression, the
depth of exploring all possibilities and the depth of learning.
In time, when you master this experience, you are able to do it
without bodies, without the limitation, because the learning part
is over. Then again you will still have a significant other being
to play with and learn with in closeness you don?t have with the
rest of creation. Until you don?t need this anymore and are ready
to go into the ONE Source of being.
If you limit your sexual experience with your partner to the body
aspect of the sex, you limit yourself exploring the possibilities.
What if you start to meditate together and become very close towards
each other? What if you are able to read each others mind? And
what if you put these capacities, practiced, experienced and known,
together in making love, what do you get? A holy experience for
sure, still limited, but with a new scope of experience. What
if you are able to build together a vision, a guided meditation,
while you both add to it, and you see exactly the same picture?
And then you put it into practice while making love to each other?
Talking about sex is always a hot item on any planet. The idea
that sex is limited to a body expression is very hard to break.
Being in a body which makes fluids of attachment, caring, creating
a bond between the partners when having sex, which makes it also
easy to live together in closeness, which makes it possible to
experience oneness in small, creation in small, and to explorer
the ego matters in to depth, to explore the rules of creation
in sex, this all makes it a very difficult to handle topic.
When people outgrow their body, have learned of it, cherish it,
see that the love making is on energy level until you do it with
creation and become ultimate ONE, then they know for sure, have
experienced it for sure, everything is an expression of making
love into creation.
So let?s go back to the place I was talking about, having feelings
of joy of being human, in form. Sex is a very big example of this
joy. It has a relationship with everything there is, so it also
has to do with experiencing GOD.
Let see what other experiences of joy you can have too much so
you are stepping outside the balance, outside the zero-point of
being in balance.
The joy of eating, experiencing taste, experiencing the joy of
fulfillment in body from, can be very overestimated. In some societies
it is also a device of avoiding to think about the longing you
feel for oneness, for having an experience of being GOD. In some
societies it is an experience of feeling GOD. It is only a way
of sustaining your body, and highly over estimated. Your body
is more helped with uncomplicated, nourishing meals than with
very nutritious tasteful meals. It is a manner of identifying
your self with your body and your body experiences.
This is also the way if you use drugs, alcohol, smoking, sweets,
etc. This can be the way you like sex, making love and express
yourself in this way.
The joy of the satisfactory part of sports, being nicely tired,
feeling really nicely grounded in your body. It can be an identification
with your body, you being your body, and you being the nice sensations
in your body. As I have stated before, you are more than your
body. You can feel more than what your body feels. If your body
is dead, you can feel more, remember more, which can?t be explained
when you come back again with an almost dead experience.
Being in a body is very satisfactory when you fulfill the body
demands. And the pleasure this gives is very rewarding. It is
also very temporary and if you let your body control you, you
end up with an identification with your ego and you will honor
the rules of the ego instead of your body. Too much sport isn?t
healthy, the body sensations of eating chocolate are very nice,
but your body won?t like to carry to much weight. Unhealthy habits
are nice to fulfill on asking, but with time your body doesn?t
ask for it, but the senses directed by your ego. Just as your
ego can ask for sex, or your hormones.
In time you will notice the difference between joy of your body,
joy of your ego, joy of being God into expression. Your body is
very into habits. But it also rejoices when you start to live
with healthy habits. Your ego is addicted to habits, and when
you start to stop giving a certain kind of enjoyment to the ego,
it will protest very hard, and give you a very hard time, without
any enjoyment to feel. This is the addictioning way of the ego,
this is the very tool of the ego. And with time your body will
be your partner in getting along with your ego.
If you don?t act as GOD, think as God, your body will express
the results in being sick.
If you just are addicted to unhealthy patterns, your body will
easily adopt to healthy ones, and give you joy to assure you that
you are on the right track (you feel more energetic, you feel
more healthy etc).
If the soul wants to talk to you without any interruptions of
the mind and the ego, your body will have the certain kind of
feelings of shivers, what tells you the very message of the Soul.
Your body is a very terrific device made to be the most highly
expression of being GOD. With well treatment, it can easily live
for 1000 years.
While your body can trick you into sensations which your body
really likes (relaxation, some tastes, satisfaction of hormones,
effort), where your ego can jump right into, it is you who decides,
you who follows the guidelines of your Soul or not.
You are in charge to decide to balance the joys. You are in charge
to see which joy is healthy to all the aspects of who you are.
You are the one who can maintain the balance and stay in the zero-point
or not.
When you are the master of the different kind of joys of living
in a form, you know which joy is the joy of being God. (the joy
of blessing people is the joy of being GOD).
It is really worthwhile to know which feeling is part of being
GOD. It is also worthwhile to know, to experience and to be that
feeling, without neglecting to be the other feelings of being
GOD.
Let?s name a few of the feelings, so you get the feeling of what
I am talking about:
- the feeling of joy
- the feeling of oneness
- the feeling of love
- the feeling of gratitude
- the feeling of joy of creation
- the feeling of orgasm when you are creating
- the feeling of fulfillment at the core of your being
- the feeling of being
- the feeling of satisfaction when you express your being GOD
- the feeling of blessing
- the feeling of feeling pure essence.
This list will be longer, if you make a job to find the limitless
feelings of being GOD into expression.
It is rather nice to be GOD into expression, into creation. It
keeps you busy and the grade of satisfaction is overwhelmingly
high. So high that you forget that getting high is just one part
of being God into expression. That?s why a balance is necessary.
GOD is everything there is. He is the balance in itself, the starting
point and the ending of all matter. That is al that matters. Balance
is one of the aspects of GOD, of being GOD.
And if you see any channeling asking you to stay neutral, they
only have the balance in their minds. If you have balance in your
life, you are free to use your energy whatever you wish to use
it for. If you are out of balance, you will waver with your energies,
until you have learned to keep your balance.
Just as I said yesterday: time to close connection. There is much
more to say on this topic. And I rather like to share much more.
This is also a matter of balance. When to talk, when to stop,
when to channel, when to give the channel the earned rest. When
to smile and when to give some lessons to be learned.
It is never a matter of balance: when to love.
It is always time to love, to express love. The way of expression
is a matter of balance and the timing may be in your timeline
a matter of balance.
LOVE is never a matter of balance. There is never too much love.
And this way it?s rather nice that love multiplies when you share
it, when you express it, when you feel it, when you give it, when
you are it.
You are it, you are LOVE. You are your answer to your very prayers.
YOU ARE IT, we all do, don?t you know?
Have a good time pondering this long, very long message. If you
have to read it twice or more to understand all I talked about,
I am very sorry. I loved to give you this messages and my apologies
at the same time. And before I start teasing you too much,
Goodlove every one.
Ashtar closed the timeline of connection.
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